Blind Love

One thing I found out today should be an important lesson to me, and I really should remember this that love can make you act on pure instinct and not think clearly.
A few chained events by random coincidence could produce a living hell I noticed.

From messages from others to the failure of machinery or applications.

And now I feel like a true jack-ass. Or I did when I found this out.

One thing that did not change is the thought of communication towards passed friends.
Last night I made a decision, and I'm gonna stick to this.
No more contact with people that cause drama from my past.
If messages arrive, they will be wavered off... ignored.

I wonder if I should stop talking to myself then... since I can be a drama queen too. (Maybe I should have bought that barbie doll, like Diana told me)

I am however glad I took the day off from work, despite the way I felt. Besides the bad weather, I think I did needed this day off during the week as well.

Now I realize in the end it was me acting childish.
Guess it makes me human, and certainly not perfect either.

I'll certainly do my best from now on to keep an open mind on things and not act without solid reason.